Another Wrigley Moment

I can feel another crawl under the covers and never come out Wrigley moment coming on. It's been coming for awhile now but I think it's here. I was just reading my friend Sarah's blog (The Martin Family) and learned that a close friend of hers just lost her 2 1/2 month old to sids. Sarah is a photographer so the family asked her to take the baby's final pictures. They were absolutely beautiful. They reminded me so much of my angel. I am so glad we have so many pictures of Wrigley. One of the nurses took pictures of her from the moment she was born to the moment she slipped away from us in my arms. It took a long time for us to even look at her pictures. Now we treasure them.

I can think of so many things to write about Wrigley right now. The first thing I think of is of a moment recently in Mexico. Piper was running around with her friend Riley who is 4 on the beach. I instantly wondered what would it be like with Wrigley there too. She would be 5 now so I'm thinking she would be bossing the girls around..? or would she be mothering them..?

The other thing I think of constantly is just how wonderful my girlfriends were during this horrible time for us. Lots of love, support, strength and hugs. Next to Paul, I don't think I could have made it without them. Thank you Yvette, Irma, Teresa, Cindy, Dara, Beth, and Stacey..I love you guys..

I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish I had you back Wrigley. Maybe if I squeeze my eyes really tight and pray for a long time I can wish you back. I cherish the time I was able to spend with you. Love you so much our beautiful curly haired angel...

Mommy