Seriously Eve...

WHY did you eat that apple???

Because of you, one day I am just fine then the next day I'm a moody lunatic who would attack ANYONE for a piece of chocolate.

I wonder what would have happened if Eve hadn't ate that apple?

Hmmmmmm................

To this day, would everyone be walking around naked? Driving cars, eating at restaraunts, standing in line at the grocery stores NAKED?

Ewwwwww.

Anyway, thank you Eve for disobeying God. Because now, women are punished for two weeks each month. I know this is an extremely MINOR pittance compared to what Christ had to endure however, it still sucks having to buy Advil by the case at Costco.

Adam, couldn't you have kept her on a leash or something? Sheesh.

If You're Reading This, Then:

*You're shocked
*You've been wondering if I was still alive
*You're mad at me for completely deserting my blog for the last 7 months
* You don't really care
*You've deleted me from your blog rolls, readers, etc and really don't care
*You've gone to my brother's blog to ask where I've been but since he hasn't written anything in the last four months, you never got an answer so you REALLY don't care

This has been a very strange year for me. Without getting into too much detail, it's been odd. I think the musical I was in last December completely threw me off my bloggy schedule. It took me all of Jan/Feb to recover and get back into our regularly scheduled family program, then I went through some of the I-won't-get-into-detail-things that threw me for another loop.

At that point, I just didn't feel like writing. So I didn't. So I got lazy and wrote much smaller versions of my usually long-winded brainfart thoughts on facebook instead.

After that I just thought I'd see how long this blog drought would last.

I think I'm over it now. I miss my blog. I miss writing about whatever trivial aspect of my life is floating around in my head.

Thank goodness for God and his faithfulness. Without Him, I'd be in a yucky place that would be hard to get out of.

Don't get me wrong. I was not in a state of depression, drowning my sorrows in bottles of wine while laying on the floor watching American Idol all year..well, maybe the American Idol part.

My mind just took a vacation from writing long sentences while posting pictures simutaneously.

Stay tuned.

What Robin Does During Weds Night Service

Then Vs. Now

When we first got married:

Paul: I'm leaving for work baby, I'll miss you...SMOOOOCH! Lots of hugs...
Me: Bye baby, be careful! Have a great day! I love you!
Both: We hug again, grin, more kisses, laugh..he leaves

Now:

Paul: Ok, I'm leavin. Bye.
Me: Bye.
Both: Quick kiss
Paul: Schnoz he says while looking at my nose then walks away
Me: Buttless Wonder I say while watching him walk away
Paul: Turns around Hey, don't be so hard on yourself.
Me: yada yada yada..roll eyes and walks back into the closet..

The Affair Continues

Yes, my love affair with Facebook continues at my blog's expense. I am sorry dear readers. Please do not foresake me. I love you. I make no promises to leave FB but instead promise to have a relationship with you both.

Where have I been since last we spoke? Out of my mind really. I have no other excuse.

I miss my blog. I need to update it. Like my profile picture. Really, that's at least a year old. My hair isn't even that color any more. I have more nose hair too. so out with the old, in with the new. And a new family picture. And to get back to reading my favorite blogs again, especially the bitchy ones, I like those. Oh and my brother's too. I forgot I had one you know...a brother that is.

That's the crap that facebook does to you. It clouds the mind. Makes you forget about family..until you make them join...like your dad...and MAYBE your brother if he gets off his butt and stops doing so many plays and gets his priorities straight and starts obsessing about facebook like his little sister does..

The Facebook Affair...

I am obsessed with Facebook. These updates seemed funny at the time. Hmmm. Now, not so much.

If you are OCD, start from the bottom and scroll up to view chronologically. I'll forgive you.
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Robin is finally going to sit down and lose myself in uh....Lost. 9:45pm - Comment

Robin just watched her daughter drive her barbie jeep down the street while listening to Sexyback and shaking her head. We are in trouble... 2:23pm - Comment

Robin is singing..and no, not in the shower. 9:18pm - Comment

Robin just had her foot run over by a barbie jeep accelerating up a curb while wearing sandals..Advil, wine and meds are now necessary. 6:47pm - Comment

Robin is recovered. 8:36am - Comment

Robin is disappointed but the Card still played a great game and our party was rockin. 9:34pm - Comment

Robin is yawning... 6:39am - Comment

Robin and Paul's number of superbowl guests has tripled in the last 24 hours...Time to triple the guac and spanish rice receipes..Go Cards! 9:26pm - Comment

Robin realizes she can no longer put off answering all the tags she's getting for 'My 25 Things' and will have to answer them...but can I keep it to just 25? 10:04pm - Comment

Robin enjoys when her dad-in-law comes to visit...even though she's iPhone-less..and still in mourning.. 6:09pm - Comment

Robin is thinking of starting a group called 'People Who Have Had Their iPhones Cruelly Ripped Out Of Their Lives." 8:23pm - Comment

Robin is going to go all girl carpenter today... 11:40am - Comment

Robin is getting ready to go to high school orientation with Hunter. Off the 9th grade for child #2 in the fall...I still can't believe it. 5:05pm - Comment

Robin has her headset on listening to amazing music. 10:52pm - Comment

Robin just ate some yummy pad thai... 1:34pm - Comment

Robin is in shock that someone found my phone and won't give it back..Who would do this? 9:13pm

Robin is still mourning the loss of her iPhone..

Robin and family had a great day boarding but I lost my iPhone in the snow (when I caught an edge and bit it) so now my night sucks. 5:43pm - Comment -

Robin is going snowboarding!! 7:14am - Comment -

Robin is very mad at herself. Feel free to join in. 11:55am - Comment

Robin just remembered that Scott loves cab drivers but has no money. 10:11am - Comment

Robin just remembered that Scott fell last night. 9:44am - Comment

Robin is thinking that Scott's hair smells like my feet...Where's my camera!!!! 9:36am - Comment

Robin is going to Rock N Roll Wine at the Luxor! 6:33pm - Comment

Robin is the play-doh queen. 9:08pm - Comment

Robin is bummed because my 1st recording studio session ever had to be postponed til next week. Need chocolate.

Robin had a great night at church and is now about to watch LOST! 9:08pm - Comment

Robin is getting ready for church then going to race home and watch LOST! 5:39pm - Comment

Robin is going to exercise her vocal chords this morning..Lost starts tonight, YAHOO!!!! 7:27am - Comment

Robin is laughing at Paul trying to update his facebook status.. 9:49pm - Comment

Robin is racing my hubby to get to the laptop first..I won! 9:31pm - Comment

Robin has accidentally traumatized her son for life...Ugh! - Comment

Robin just got back from a fun day of shopping with the kids..Yes, I did say fun and kids in the same sentence.. 6:00pm - Comment

Robin is highly amused. 9:17pm - Comment

Robin is shocked/happy that the Cards won! GO CARDS! 3:50pm - Comment

Robin is also hootin and hollerin for the Cards! 2:15pm - Comment

Robin is getting ready for church then coming home to watch the Cards...Go Cards! 7:29am - Comment

Robin is many things... 7:30pm - Comment

Robin saw The Curious Case of Benjamin Button last night. Phenomenal ! 9:38am - Comment -

Robin is bored with her iPhone web apps. Need new fun and interesting ones.. Suggestions? 11:49am - Comment

Robin is full of glitter making my grocery list. 9:43am - Comment

Robin is SO OVER THESE DOGS!!! More pee and poop presents for me! What is going on with them?! 7:53am - Comment

Robin is giggling... 11:27pm - Comment

Robin just tripped on a hanger, broke it, then scraped her heel on it. Her husband laughed. 11:12pm - Comment

Robin finally got all the Christmas decorations put away...whew.. 9:46pm - Comment

Robin is SO over owning a possessed Beagle... 6:44am - Comment -

Robin is chillin with her hubby and a glass of wine pretending I'm interested in Sportscenter. 10:44pm - Comment

Robin 's anti-virus software is punishing me for some unknown karmic reason. 8:22am - Comment

Robin has had 3 different people call me today to b.s. while on their breaks..Apparently, I am lunch fodder... 3:16pm - Comment

Robin is awake!!! 7:20am - Comment

Robin is at Hunter's choir concert marveling how handsome my child is... 6:56pm - Comment

Robin is eating lunch. very exciting... 12:47pm - Comment

Robin : found dog, ballet shoes on the ballerina, running out to the Green Monster to roll to dance...need a nap now.. 10:44am - Comment

Robin is trying to find her nightmare of a dog somewhere... 10:31am - Comment

Robin is trying to get her little ballerina ready for dance. It's not going well... 9:36am - Comment

Robin is yawning. 8:24am - Comment

Robin is chillin in my fave ASU jammies looking at Hong Kong and Paris trip pictures... 12:50am - Comment

Robin is shocked Mickey Rourke won best actor on the Golden Globes..What's next? William Hung winning a Grammy? 11:50pm - Comment

Robin is in her jammies wishing she could wear her jammies 24/7... 6:42pm - Comment

Robin just let her dogs out to pee...then crawling back in bed.. 6:54am - Comment

Robin has witnessed hell freezing over..The Cards won... 10:33pm - Comment

Robin is getting ready to cook for an obnoxious group of Cardinal fans... 3:32pm - Comment -

Robin is hungry for some M&Ms but will go to bed instead...Durn it.. 1:31am - Comment

Robin just got done watching Ironman with her son..and finished knitting a scarf... 12:28am -

Robin and her kids are playing glow in the dark remote control cars. Awesome... 9:03pm -

Robin is wiping off the snotrocket her hubby just left on her face. 8:36pm - Comment

Robin is just woke from a nap to find my dog deep in the garbage chowing old spaghetti...anyone want a dog? 4:25pm - Comment

Robin is keeps remembering more and more things I need to do today..Dang it! 8:26am - Comment

Robin is listening to our dog snore like a man.. 11:20pm - Comment

Robin is happy that the Gators won even though they beat one of my other fave teams, OU! Go Orange and Blue! WooHoo! 9:45pm - Comment

Robin just watched a very depressing movie, ugh. Bedtime... 11:39pm - Comment

Robin just got home from church..Relaxing with my hubby.. 9:16pm - Comment

Robin has come to the conclusion that moon sand sucks and will forever be banned from our household... 2:06pm - Comment

Robin is still in my jammies playing bendaroos with Piper.. 11:14am

Robin just added 60 pics of our Xmas trip. Stop by and look if you're bored... 9:14am - Comment

Robin is in shock that my dog (who is completely housebroken) just walked in the family room, stared at me then pee'd all over the rug...Anyone want a beagle? 8:08am - Comment

Robin is looking at pictures of my friend Andrea's home in Utila and lovin it. The island life is SO my dream! 2:12pm - Comment

Robin is showing the hubby my Facebook page. Think I have him convinced to join.. 10:15pm - Comment

Robin is preparing for another day of unpacking from our trip. I miss you Mexico..oh yeah, Phoenix too..a little.... 10:05pm - Comment

Robin is unpacking, doing laundry, making a grocery list..nothing fun! 8:41am - Comment

Robin is chillin in Mexico... 10:02am - Comment

Robin is goin after Xmas shopping..Shh! Don't tell the hubby! 12:42pm - Comment

Robin is goin to bed. 12:06am - Comment

Robin is listening to my son fart next to me..Gross. 11:00pm - Comment

Robin is watching tv instead of folding clothes and wrapping presents.. 10:56pm - Comment

Robin is at the vet cursing internally. 1:42pm - Comment

Robin is going to bed..Night night. 12:27am - Comment

Robin is tired, exhausted and hungry once again...! 12:22am - Comment

Robin is starving at rehearsal.,,. 10:00pm - Comment

Robin is happy Thanksgiving was fun but glad it's over.... 10:19pm - Comment

Robin is cooking, baking, and more cooking!!! 11:16am - Comment

Robin apparently has no idea what she's doing on Facebook 9:26pm - Comment

Adult Diapers Suck Brick....

I'm sitting here reading a couple of my favorite blogs, listening to a song that has no business making me tear up but is, drinking wine, and wondering why I cannot seem to straighten out my dazed and confused state of mind that decided to invite itself to my head on January 1 of this year. Since I can't figure it out, here are my un-educated guesses. My brain, apparently, is writing checks my brain can't cash.

1) My brain is expanding exponentially. Although I have an unusually large head for someone my size, my brain doesn't know that, so it's squeezing all the intelligence out of me and keeping just the fat stored up...just like every other part of my body. Fudge.

2) I have this unusual talent of attracting every joe smoe and their mother to confide in me about their personal problems. In years past, I could listen AND give great advice while mentally writing a to-list, solving every side of a rubik's cube, and splitting the atom. Now? Anything pertinent that I need to do leaks out every upper body orifice so I can have enough brain cells to listen, blink, nod a few times then give some sort of acknowledgement that sounds intelligent and non-cavewoman like. The end result is nothing in my life gets done and I want a snack.

3) Wine. It may be good for my heart but it's still an evil evil monkey.

4) Facebook is a close 2nd to #3...minus the monkey part...add in a nosy, vicious pitbull instead.

5) My gray hairs that are suddenly showing up suck. I am in a mental battle with my scalp right now to stop it's evil-doing. This is sucking any extra intelligence out of me thus me regressing to about a 17 year old maturity level. Seriously. Example-I forced my husband to pull over the other night so I could ding-dong ditch our friend's house. I made Hunter go with me..then we whispered (argued) loudly at the door over who was gonna get to ring the doorbell. When we got home our phone was ringing. It was their 10 year old daughter. When accused, I lied. No one said I couldn't lie to OTHER peoples' kids. All this in front of my visiting father-in-law.

6) I'm turning 40 this year. My brain is giving me a taste of the diminished functionality to come...in addition to the eventual drooling, diapers, and asking each of my children who the they are and why they're in my house. This is what I have to look forward to. THAT, gray hair, and messing my pants. fabulous.

7) I have no cell phone. Let me rephrase that. I have NO iPHONE. I've been begging him to come back to me. Promises to clean his face more often and put his annoying gel cover back on are unanswered. He now resides in Pahrump, NV with some guy who stole him from me while I was face-first in the snow cursing myself for wiping out on a simple run. This has put me into a downward spiral that is un-ending. Plus I have been banned from getting a new one..I think the cold and unfeeling "Good luck with your new Motorola Razor" from Paul was what threw me over the edge. My heart continues to break..The downward spiraling continues.

I just hope #6 happens to me before the husband because even though I said 'for better or for worse' I doubt changing an adult diaper was in the original job description. Sorry you iPhone hater babe, you're on your own. I'll hire you a hot nurse, k?

SuperBowl Cleaning

How I used to clean for a party:

1)Send out cool evites
2)Clean all the bathrooms
3)Vaccuum
4)Clean off all the counters
5)Freak out wanting everything to be perfect
6)Set up a really nice buffett
7)Shower, do hair and make-up, wear deodorant, brush teeth
8)Cook like mad
9)Set out wine, make margaritas
10)Get really grumpy with my family that they are not helping me enough or not doing whatever I ask them to do correctly
11) Freak out wanting everything to be perfect

How I NOW clean for a party:

1) Call, email, or Facebook invites to friends
2) Continue to invite people throughout the week who I forgot to invite earlier because I didn't make a list
3)Hire my girlfriend's maid to come in during the week and clean the house
4)Wipe down the guest bathroom the day of the party then ban my family from using it til after the party
5)Order pizza instead of cooking
6) Buy tons of beer at Sam's Club and delegate the margarita making to the hubby.
7) Clean off counters for the pizza boxes
8) Have an internal shower debate depending on what kind of party* we're throwing
9) Debate wearing make-up** or hiding under at hat
10) Wear deodorant, brush teeth
11) Don't freak out at all because I could really give a poopie what the house looks like

*Even though it's a SuperBowl party today, our guests will be happy to know I will be showering since we have church this morning.
** Make-up is coming off after church because Robin's face will be painted Cardinals Red for the game.
*** For the record, this is a Cardinals household HOWEVER I have always hated the Cards. It's only since they started winning that I've warmed to them..Can I say Fair Weather Fan? Yes, I can.... shh, keep that from the man or else I'll be sleeping with the dogs again.

PS. I still have no freakin iPhone so our guests will be lucky to get a little more than a fistful of bread and a hunk of Velveeta. Go Cards.

Dumbest Restaraunt Converstaions In The World

Me: and my daughter would like a bowl of just plain pasta please.
Waitress: Sorry, we don't have that.
Me: What..Plain pasta?
Waitress: No.
Me: I see on your menu that you have several dishes with pasta served as a side...
Waitress: Yes, but it's covered with sauce.
Me: Very slowly Does it come OUT of the pot with sauce on it?
Waitres: No.
Me: Slower Once it's out of the pot, can someone just put it PLAIN in a bowl BEFORE it's covered with sauce?
Waitress: I'm not sure. Let me ask my manager. Walks away...
Me: What?!
Waitress: Yes, my manager says we can do that for her..Does she want butter on it?
Me: Wide-eyed and dumb-founded NO.
Paul and Hunter: Lots of snorting and snickering...

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This one happened when Hunter was about 6 or 7

Me: and my son would like a scoop of the Superman ice cream in a cone.
Server: The Superman one? Hey kid, you know that's just vanilla ice cream with food coloring in it right?
Me: What? Why would you tell a kid that the ice cream of one of his idols is just food coloring? What purpose does that serve?
Server: Well...I just thought that he should know.
Me: WHY would you tell a 7 year old that? He's SUPPOSED to think it's Superman ice cream. Why would he need to know that? Don't ever do that again!
Server: I..uh....was just, uh...ok.
My mom, dad, Paul, and Jake: snort, snicker, giggles, sarcastic comments...
Hunter: Um, mom. What just happened?

I...AM....ALIVE!!!!

Reasons you know you haven't blogged in awhile:

1) You can't remember your password to sign on
2) You have eleventy million things to blog about
3) You don't have the energy or time to blog about eleventy million things
4) You cheat on your blog with your latest obsession: Facebook
5) You have had a hectic and somewhat stressful January which equates to a big long brain-fart. No one can blog with one of those. My posts might smell...
6) You know that once you sign on, you'll just read your fave blogs for hours to get caught up so you'll have no time to write your own.
7) All your readers have moved on so you'll have to work twice as hard to get them back again.
8) You lost your iPhone snowboarding, some lame person found it and tried to extort money from you to give it back. Long story short - No iPhone. My entire life was on that phone, I no longer have it so I no longer have a life which has thrown me into a state of irrational but undeniable depression so anything I write will be sad, pathetic, and basically unreadable anyway.

Give Some Adults a Wii....

and they act like idiots...especially Robin...who only had TWO margaritas..but still doesn't remember much....

I am a boxing fool...

I am a golfing fool....

HE's just a fool...but a much better boxer...
I don't remember ANY of the pictures below...but here's my own interpretation:

Meet my new boyfriend Ken...and his personal assistant Irma...

What Ken? You say you taste like chocolate? Lemme test that theory...

Ken...I think I love you..but what am I so afraid of....Hey Irma, quit makin eyes at my man!

Check me out...I am a SUPERMODEL.....
Hey! I AM TOO! What? Look at the picture? Ok, show me...Waa? I am so NOT a supermodel.

Isn't Christmas Supposed To Be ONE Day?

Christmas is coming gone and the Robin goose is getting fat. Hope everyone had a fabulous Christmas! The past couple days have been long but fun..

First, we woke up and opened presents with our best friends....

then went to the hospital to visit Harvey (my mother in law's boyfriend)..he just had a quad bypass on Monday :-( but he's doing very well....

then went to see Paul Sr (Piper's Grandpa)...

then over to Grandma's (my mom-in-law) for dinner....(I along with my husband, brother, sis-in-law, and parents will now call this The Night That Robin Took The Worst Pictures Ever - they will not be shown here)

Look at this beautiful hurricane vase my mom-in-law gave me..

I decided it would make a perfect wine glass..

then decided a helmet would be a better bet..

See what my brother does to me while I cat-nap? No respect.. Later Christmas night back at our friend's house.

Chillin while trying to convince Chuck that chocolate covered fruit is not healthy by quoting the carb/suger content of each serving..

He wasn't convinced...

Christmas was STILL not over. We spent the evening at my parents house tonight eating dinner and opening gifts...I really don't know how I can eat any more...Anything I've done in the last 3 months to stay in shape will now be down the tubes..

The adults drew names this year. We each had to keep our gifts down to $50 and had to be very creative in our presentation to the person whose name we drew.

Paul had to break open a pinata blind-folded that my brother and sis-in-law made for him..His gifts were inside.

Paul put Keith's gift inside a spaghetti squash...

I cut out pages and pages of a cookbook and hid my dad's gift card in it. It's a potato cookbook. He hates potatoes with a vengence.

Misty and my mom had to go on scavenger hunts around the house to get their gifts.

The kids had fun too..

One more to go when we get back home. We still have to celebrate Christmas there as well...I know that Jesus is the reason for the Season but I still hope there is a MacBook under the tree for me..I really think He wants me to have one since I say my prayers every day and night. I don't think Paul agrees though. I probably have just coal in my stocking...

Roadtrippin

On the road. I hate roadtrips. Yeah yeah, I know I'm the only one,
whatever.

I must admit driving thru the snowstorm last night was pretty cool.
Taking the Polar Express train to the North Pole and meeting Santa was
magical. 10pm snowball fights are awesome.

Listening to Cheech and Chong's Santa Claus and His Old Lady. Peeing
my pants. This never ceases to lay me out! On Donner, on Blitzen, on
Chewy, on Vato!!!

Can't wait to get back into the blogosphere after the holidays. I've
been so outta touch with everything goin on. Gotta a lot of catching
up to do. Miss y'all Dani, Swirl, Slick, Jill, Kari, Loralee,
Bloggess, Brian, Why Mom Drinks Rum, Sarah, Grace, Jenny etc..!

I'm bored. Time to go back and annoy everyone on Twitter again.

The Show Is Done...

The show has ended. It was an amazing journey. One I will not forget. I met so many wonderful people, had some great laughs, and a ton of fun.

See if you can find me in a little photo montage video that a couple of us put together for the cast party... The official DVD will be out in a month or two. No seriously, it will. ;-)

Opening Night!

We opened the show last night. It was INCREDIBLE!!!!! More to come soon...

Reasons Why Robin Shouldn't Be Allowed To Watch Boxing or Football aka PayPerView SUCKS.

We are HUGE ASU (Arizona State University) fans. They lost tonight against our rival UofA. Ugh. I have been an obnoxious jerk to another cast member in the play who is from Tucson and even went so far as to bet him a Starbucks coffee this morning that ASU would win. Great.

So anyway, on to the De laHoya vs. Paciano fight. I am in LOVE with Oscar De la Hoya. Lindsay and I boasted to our husbands that he would pummel PacMan into the mat.


I actually screamed and yelled during the fight, gambling losing my voice before the show opens this week, hoping it would encourage Oscar to get his 35 year old butt off the ropes and back in the fight to beat PacMan's butt. He lost....Rather he gave up the fight. Pathetic. I can only pray now that he heals well with no physical scars to his face. Yes, I can be that shallow.

It is obvious that I mojo'd both the game and the match. I can only hope to drown myself in a glass of wine and pray that my friend Will forgets our bet and how obnoxious I was to him. He's a cop though so I doubt it. I know it's only a Starbucks but it's losing a bet for peet's sake. It's still an ego blow.

Car Speak

HONK!!!

Me: Huh? Waa? There's traffic buddy! I can't pull out yet! Arg..Ok, be a good Christian, no name calling..GRR...

Paul: Don't worry, I already gave him the finger...

Me: Hahahahahahahaha!

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Paul: Make me your Christmas list so I can go shopping today.

Me: I want a MacBook Air. There's my list.

Paul: How about a realistic one.

Me: Damn.... I dunno. There are a few books I want...

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Hunter: FARTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!

Everyone: Aw Hunter, gross!!!!!!!

Piper: Bo-Bo, cut your butt off! Nasty!

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Paul: You're gonna make fun of me..

Me: This oughta be good..

Paul: Brody Jenner has a new reality show coming out on MTV...

Me: What's it called?

Paul: Uhhhh...Ummmm.

Me: Tell me...

Paul: Bro-Mance

Me: HaHa..HAHAHA...BAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm scared that you EVEN knew that! Oh Oh! You and Scott can watch it together! HAHAHAHA!! Maybe you two could even be ON IT together...HeeHeeHeeHee..tears flowing out of my eyes

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Me: Why am I driving like such an idiot?

Paul: I don't know but you're scaring me.

Me: Good. You deserve it.

Paul: What is that supposed to mean?

Me: I don't know but I meant it.

Wishful Thinking

9:15am: In a casino, plotting my wine cellar break-in 9:25am: Same casino..drooling over the tequila bottle chandelier like Pavlov's dog10:15am: Demanding that Ivan of Home Depot annoint me The Diva of the Key Department Clearly I have issues.

Robin You're Doing Great..Yeah, You Really Are..No Robin, You SUCK.

Rehearsed songs with the vocal producer this morning.."More erethral, more breathy, more airy" he says. Cool, I can do that..no problem.

Rehearsed with my vocal coach this afternoon..."Your breathing is great" she says.."Love how airy certain parts sound," she comments..

Did our first full run-thru tonight. Thought the solo sounded good considering I'm not miked yet and the house audio is so unbalanced right now. Emotional, airy where it needed to be....As our director runs through his notes:

"Oh and Robin, your breathing was totally off tonight in your song, you need to work on more breath control".

Waa? Huh?

Fuck.

I'm Ready For My Close-Up..

Shot a commerical today for the show..

Then did some publicity shots..

Then rehearsed for about 6 hours..

I'm thinking I'm ready now to play Bella in the next Twilight movie. If the chick who plays her now is suddenly found wandering aimlessly with no memory in a parking lot, I had nothing to do with it.